Sometimes...

Sometimes I wonder how capable I am?

I know I can cook,

I know I'm a relatively good mom,

I know that I love my family,

I know that I used to be really good at my job,

I know that I am a good soldier,

I know that I can cook,

I know that I am a good baker,

Things I don't know,

If I can return to the sound stable person I once was and really want to be again,

If I can homeschool my kids, which I really think I want to do,

If I can ever loose this nasty 40 lbs that seems to be hanging on for dear life,

If I can successfully go back to school and obtain some sort of degree, even if I never go back to work,

If I can regain the friendships that I messed up so many years ago, I miss them terribly

If my body will ever allow itself to fix the problems it has,

If we will ever be able to move to Nashville,

If I will ever be out of debt, Im so very tired of not being able to buy the things I want whenever I want!

If you can't tell, I ran out of diet coke last night, and am 1 going through withdraw, 2 having a very down day, and lastly have a very very fussy clingy child!

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