Today I feel like

Today I feel like the worst person on the face of the planet. I feel like I have given up on someone entirely too early. I feel like I have been selfish with my feelings and my hurt. I feel like I have not given her a chance.

Today I just want to curl up in a corner and say that I am sorry, for not being there, not understanding, not being the friend needed.

Today, my heart is breaking even more than it has before. I am so sorry my dear friend.

I'm not sure where to even start with my apology as I am nost sure it will even do justice for the neglect and undesereved doubts! I am so sorry!